Cheese With Your Whine?
10.10.2005
She loves me!I am amazed by my little girl and how she is becoming just that - a little girl and not a baby. She has gotten so lovey, constantly running up to me and giving me hugs just because, or patting me on the back and kissing me.
Her love is unconditional right now and that is a new thing to me. She loves me. Period. She wants to be with me, regardless of how my breath smells or my hair looks. It doesn't matter if I'm broke or my car looks like it belongs in a junkyard. She just knows that I'm her mama and that's all that matters.
It's amazing. It makes me feel special and invincible. I love her.
We have a standing date on Thursday evenings with Kelly (whose blog I am not going to link here because she *never* updates it!). Her hubby is working and she's always got BOGO coupons, so we can manage to eat somewhere pretty cheap and let Corbin and Rylee play - as much as kids their ages actually play together.
So this last week we went to good ole McDonalds, so that they could play and not have to be couped up in highchairs or a booth. Rylee really wanted to go up in the playplace but couldn't do it by herself, so you know who ended up climbing through that contraption with her. My knee is black and blue and beginning to turn yellow from that exercise. Note to self: You're too large for the play place at McD's. It was fun, though. Little things like that I'll always remember. Her face just lit up every time we made a turn. When we got to the slide, she was so excited to sit on my lap and whoosh down!
Again, I'm amazed at what a kid - not a baby - she is!
She spent Friday at Deana's again, and she did well. She likes that woman. That strange looking 6 foot tall, long legged, flat butted, big boobed, LOUD woman! I just love having her closer to where I am at work. That being 45 minutes away is for the birds!
Interviews today and tomorrow!!! I also got two calls this weekend from people who want interviews, so I've got to call them back at lunch today.
Things will change...things will change....I just have to keep telling myself that. I was so depressed yesterday and spent about 2.5 hours in bed with Rylee while she took a nap. I've just gotta be patient, which is not my strong suit.
